cal.

Sometimes I wonder why I do it all, be celebrity and all that. Then you get on stage and you remember why you do it all - why it's all worth it and why you grin and bear the pathetic tabloids because the true fans, the ones who come for the music and the moment are worth it.

Though right now I'm currently questioning whether it is worth it. Would it not be easier if I slipped away quietly? Sometimes easy isn't the best way though.

private to andi.

I love you. Remember that, yeah? I just-- Jules needs someone. I'm sorry.

/private.

Do you believe in fate?

Dual citizenship + extended stay in England = Journal.

Think the rest of the guys got them too. Andi is making me do this as it is keeping her awake at night, it buzzes or something. I sleep like the dead or so I've been told.

Now I'm going to take JD for a walk and return to the studio before Gem has my balls on a silver plate or something.

It's Callum Harwood by the way.